I guess this should be posted tomorrow when Valentine's Day coming. However I have to spend my whole day in the lab, and the evening will also be occupied by Swedish courses.
  9000 kilometers between us now, I have no idea how to conquer this. I feel exhausted when I think about you because there is nothing else I can to except endless missing. Sometimes I feel myself is really a lame boyfriend for you. Keep calling you and tell you that I cannot with you yet and make you wait. Every time you smile and tell me it doesn't matter because distance is not a problem for us. That's very thoughtful, sweetie, and I hope one day all the endeavor will lead us a brighter life. Such a nice girl is not supposed to suffer this.
  You may forget this melody which we all played it on VOS several years ago. The name of it is Thanksgiving. That's what I alway feel about you since the first 27th, May. Lots of things are changed as time elapses, but I can still remember all thoes things as their origin. I can recall that every time I make you sad, you always shake your head gently and, instead of tears, a lovely smile emerges on your face, which makes me feel even guiltier; I can recall that everytime you play the piano and I am standing behind you, I always make you upset because I keep breaking in on you; and, I can recall at the very beginning of our relationship, you gave me the seashell necklace,which I always keep on my neck, with tears. Thoes cherishing things between you and me never fade.
  Thank you for everything you shared in me thourghout 5 years 8 months and 14 days from the day I start to wear your seashell necklace.
  Happy Valentine's Day.